I cannot remember your name.
I cannot remember your face.
I cannot, I can not
I can’t recall you.
you are, not to compute

If I force to re-member
lust fills ligaments and limbs
if marking of fuzziness, blurriness,
fogginess if ever a loose model dislocated
in favor of an unpredictable determinant

will we appeal, absurdly:
as bodies bouncing off
what is, what could,
a curvature into a minded murmur
what was of anyone really

if I ever meet you, as by
trigger, a none-memory,
your story, a hint of voice,
an off-the-shelf perfume
your skin as soft as

I will recognize,
with certainty
loved or yearned:

Lover

                        —animasuri’24

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trigger

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Sprevak, M., Colombo, M. (2018). The Routledge Handbook of the Computational Mind. Routledge.

Tallis, R. (2004). Why the Mind is Not a Computer: A Pocket Lexicon of Neuromythology. 2nd edition. Societas.

Tallis, R. (2021). Freedom. An Impossible Reality. Agenda Publishing (in support of free will)