I wake while sound sleeps the pumping of blood from an accelerating heart trying tinnitus, buzzing into the brain
as far as an eye can see no bathroom lights, kitchen lights no late night living room brawls nor a balcony staring back with a full glass
I wake while songs, sons ‘n’ Sun sleep a physiological soundtrack underscores singleness: gurgling interiors, rushing fluid snapping joints, groans the still could hear
the acidic burn of last night’s dinner reminds me in early hours: we carry histories in organs, consequences in flesh; or so I do. I do.
I wake while counting the rings and ribs of a slice of tree and a trunk of life it’s all there, drunken with memory